So sorry for all you having to deal with...I know it isn't easy. I've been thinking of you guys.
I hope you are able to enjoy some of the small little joys that happen every day - makes the beg stuff easier to take.
Hugs!
I have followed this thread from when you started it more than a year ago.
I think my favorite thing is that you are living the future you thought you might never have.
Glad to see you both happy....and together :-)