It's hard being impotent. Not being able to fix things. I wasn't able to do what I would have liked. I wanted to save them and I couldn't. I haven't accepted that fact yet but that's just how it is.
I was very unhappy with the care of some poultry I witnessed. I seriously thought about pretending a predator got into their area and killed some of their roosters. My husband talked me out of that idea. I should have done it.