Its amazing that you are so willing to bear somone elses baby. I dont think that a lot of people in the world would do that. I know I couldnt. I would have a really hard time not getting attached to the baby as a mom. I know it sounds dumb but I had three kids my youngest was born premature and had to be flown to a different hospital. I felt really sad I wasn't actually leaving with a baby in my arms. I am afraid I would be the same if I did what you are doing. But hey, I am not trying to bring anyone down. I am really just saying you are really one of the most selfless people in the world, to be doing what you are doing. I hope it all goes well for you. I bet anything you are on your way to having a baby in 9 months. Good luck and hope it all goes well for you.