Boredom thread

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Ok I will tell you a story. So basically it's a story of two barn owls that would do everything together. Hunt, roost, and fly together amongst the clouds! They were always by one anothers side but one day a trainer came in a took the female away. In a state of heart break the male would continuously fly and pace back and forth waiting for her return. Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months, months turned to years. He eventually have up his longing for her and tried again to find love but was always unsuccessful. No longer being able to find someone he decides to watch and enjoy others as they develop their own love stories. That barn owl is me, the lonely bird on a rainy perch longing for someone to love him and constantly being surrounded by those who are able to find someone and Instead of being anoying I decided to enjoy their love stories. Even if I do love her it's not like she gives a rats 🍑 about me only seeing me as a friend. I always get put in the friend zone so I stopped trying.
Who knows maybe she does, but I'm fully prepared for her and everyone I've ever known to say they don't love or care about me simply because of how many times it's happened. It's normal for me. If the world is always going to keep me on my toes I'd rather fly prepared for it than be continuously hurt. People thing being depressed is something you show all the time but in reality it's more like you're being melted from the inside out with the constant feel of doom and randomly just letting your heart out. This is in fact one if those moments and ateast you guys are the first to listen unlike my parents that say I'm "being dramatic" and that I'm "fine"
 
Yea I suppose she could've been banned like Aid?
If she was her name wouldn't be here.

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