Don't know if there will be a second time. The ax chop method sucked as the birds struggle and my aim was not true the first whack. I made my husband do the next three a few days ago. today i did the slice in the cone method and that was much less traumatic for me and more importantly the bird but i still felt horrible and i know they have a better life here than they do in a factory butit is different seeingit first hand and doing it first hand. And they have been starting to go into failure for days so i know I need to get the last three done beore they flip so i will finish tomorrow but i do not know if there will be a batch next year. it feels so violent slicing into their throat. Why can't there be a safe peaceful gassing method????? ErinM