I'm really appreciating everyone's comments - especially those that give some hope or "hang in there". And to Yonaton, I never said "just a tree", I said "it's a tree and life goes on". While my son was in Iraq I learned to put things in perspective. I do appreciate the trees very much, that's why I grieved so - we had already lost so many. We have some of the only uncut property around here because I bought in this "subdivision" 15 years ago when there were only a handful of houses and the rest were woods. The only thing the previous owners cut was the area where they placed our home. Before Katrina, we literally had trees right up next to the walls. We have a small river that cuts through the back of our property and we leave the property on the other side completely undisturbed (I've only been over there twice). When the acreage next to our property was sold to another subdivision to be subdivided, we bought the adjoining property just to keep someone from buying it and cutting every tree down - I had to mortgage my home to do that - that's how important those woods and trees are to me. Good thing, cause that's just exactly what they're doing. They move over here from the city (New Orleans) and buy an acre or two of woods and then cut every single tree down - I mean every single one. Now our 8 1/2 heavily wooded acres and river are some of the only sanctuary for the deer, foxes, forest animals, etc. I love sitting outside or walking the trails through the woods and seeing the wildlife. Sitting amidst God's creation and His creatures is where I feel at peace. Though hunting is allowed here, I would never allow anyone to hunt on my property. I've had real estate agents knock on my door since the storm and offer me many times over what I paid for that extra property but I will not sell it because I know they will cut down every tree and the wildlife have no where else to go. Every one of God's creatures has a home here. In fact, we have a name for this place based on a vision God showed me - it's called Bethel. O.K. now that you all think I'm crazy I'll wrap this up. That tree is a living thing and by looking at it with it's roots cut like that, I feel responsible - like it happened on my watch - if someone had been here it wouldn't have happened and I've actually told the tree "I'm so sorry - this shouldn't have happened". O.K. now you can all call the guys in white coats. But all that said and done it is a tree, and not one of my children, that has a potentially fatal condition, and I give thanks that it is still standing and I have placed it in God's hands.