This is one reason I have been reading this thread, I am working on 'putting on my big girl pants' so that I can process my own birds for food. It is taking some time to desensitize but I am determined to do it. Absolutely determined. My family is grossed out by the whole ordeal as well, my daughter became a vegetarian last year. Not me, I am 100 percent carnivore. I have yet to eat one of my own girls though, it is taking me a bit to get those pants on...