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Thanks Sharona I appericiate you thoughts. I wont go to another D.O. Like I meantioned before that the one I went to luaghed at me when I wanted him to run this test on me. He told me that it is rare, and that women dont get it. He had me come in once or twice a week so he couldl do adjustments on me. We quit going to him after he ended up getting a divorce and his personal life carried over into his work life. And it has more or less distroyed his career because he can seem to get control of the anger that his failed marriage cuased. He is the only doc in town that practices osteopathic medince. I started seeing a regular M.D. and she has been awesome so far. She has being willing to try to find the source of my pain, which she did. I imagine that she will do all she can to help me with this. Shes fairly new in town and young enough she doesnt think she is a God and she is very compassionate. I think I will stick with her. If she starts to show that shes burnt out or if I dont like what she is doing I will definatley go find someone else. I dont think I can handle any more Osteopathic doctors. they are like a chiroprator and want to pop and bend or your bones. And usually aint willing to perscribe much medications. they just dont seem to be open to try different things. That was th eproblem with this doctor. And I have heard the same type of compliants from family and friends that live in a totally different part of Colorado or the country. Now that I know whats wrong with me I cant allow for some one to come a long and push and pop on my joints. It will only make things worse. I can say that after I quit going to this doc. is that the pain isnt as severe. I do appericiate the thought though. I dont feel like doing a darn thing today. I just want to hide out and not deal with anything today. I never thought about using an antidepressant before and I hope I can avoid them now. But I have never felt this rotten. I just havent been able to cope with the thought of never being able to do the things I love to do. The medicines that are out there only slow it down, Maybe. But thee is not a cure for it. And I am scared that I wasted perscious time with the quack. And may have made every thing worse. I do try not to believe that its Gods fualt. But it is hard when you are going through this much pain. My Dad feels he is at blame for me having this, and that is the reason I didnt want to tell them. I am glad that they had me. And he is the most wonderful Dad in the world. I understand how he feels though. I look at my three and I am scared that I past the gene on to them and that they will go through this to. I pray that they dont have to. I just feel like crawling into a hole right now. I have never felt this bad in my entire life. Anyway I think I have whinned enough now. I need to go try to get something done today. Even if it is just getting dressed, and feeding the chickens.