haha wow, I haven't been on here in FOREVER! lol according to the thing, I havent been on since September... lol don't worry, I'm fine, I just havent been on here in a while.. haha I've been on Facebook, Twitter, and YouTube. oh and, Formspring mostly.. lol no offense though, I think I was kind of trying not to go on here that much.. idk why, but like, I hadn't been on here in a while and then I was just like "in a way, thats kinda good cause I was like addicted to that site..." and then idk.. haha but yeah.. also, I think my interests have sort of shifted which is also part of why I haven't been on here in so long. When I was on here before, I was still like obsessed with this site and really wanted chickens but now, I've been really into music lately and I still don't actually have any chickens yet so when my interests shifted to music, I figured it'd be ok at least for a while since I didnt really have any real reason to on here anyways, although I like the site. so yeah, sorry...
I'm gonna try to get on more but I'm not gonna get addicted to this site again because, although I like the site A LOT, I also like music A LOT lately and have been trying to learn how to play guitar lately and have written several songs. so while I like the site, music requires a certain amount of dedication and commitment in order to be good at it so, I'm gonna be focusing a lot more on that nowadays.. haha I've also been talking to a lot of musicians lately and just generally begun to become very involved in the music world and have managed to become and remain very much so, on the fringes of the animal world.. lol
Also, school requires dedication too and I already have enough problems with distractions and the internet/computer as it is, I really dont need another one.. haha but yeah.. I'm gonna start coming on here again but not nearly as much as I used to because although I love the site, I can't become addicted to this website again because juinor year is like the most important year, college&graduation wise, of my high school career and I need to focus and get grades if I want to have any hope of getting in anywhere.. haha
Also, I've been getting more into music a lot lately and have been trying to learn and music requires dedication as well, so unfortunately, I simply won't have the time anymore to be online, on any sites, as often as I used to. It's unfortunate but it's a fact of life..
haha well, maybe it's not a fact, more of a life choice. but still, that life choice, at least for me, has begun to shift more towards music in recent months.. haha maybe I'll never make it big or be famous, I probably never will, but I would like to try. and I would still like to learn how to play, which requires a lot of hard work, dedication, and determination. I'm not saying that this is what I want to do in life or that this is what I want to go to school for, in fact, my interests in careers have shifted as well and I am now leaning towards becoming a teacher and going to school for, probably history, education, I'm just saying that this whole music thing is certainly something that I would like to take up as a hobby and learn for fun. And if I make it or gain a few fans or whatever, then that's a nice bonus, if I don't make it big, then so be it, I'll still keep making music cause I love it. I've been told (by a fellow musician, who read some of my lyrics on my blog) that I have talent and maybe I could be a singer/songwriter someday. well, I don't know if I'm that talented but I certainly appreciate the support and will continue to try. Now, keep in mind, this "musician" isn't exactly big either but they're trying to be, he's 20 and is in a great band called, Carson. he's the oldest of the group, the rest are like 19, and they're still in college but they deserve to be big. And hopefully someday, I'll be big too. but until that day, I'm just gonna keep writing songs and making music and hope people take notice. Now, like I said before, that requires a lot of dedication though. So, I probably won't be on here much anymore but I'm gonna try to be on more often than every 4 or 5 months....
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soo yeah, that is why I have not been on much lately, my interests have simply shifted a little. But I have finally made it back on here and am going to try to come on here more often now, but I can't make any guarentees. I apologize for any inconveinances and just in general... haha sorry..
Also, school requires dedication too and I already have enough problems with distractions and the internet/computer as it is, I really dont need another one.. haha but yeah.. I'm gonna start coming on here again but not nearly as much as I used to because although I love the site, I can't become addicted to this website again because juinor year is like the most important year, college&graduation wise, of my high school career and I need to focus and get grades if I want to have any hope of getting in anywhere.. haha
Also, I've been getting more into music a lot lately and have been trying to learn and music requires dedication as well, so unfortunately, I simply won't have the time anymore to be online, on any sites, as often as I used to. It's unfortunate but it's a fact of life..
soo yeah, that is why I have not been on much lately, my interests have simply shifted a little. But I have finally made it back on here and am going to try to come on here more often now, but I can't make any guarentees. I apologize for any inconveinances and just in general... haha sorry..
