I am so sorry about your beloved dog, Lisa, and I completely understand that while it's heartbreaking to say goodbye (and, it never gets easier, no matter how many times you have to do it), life without dogs is unimaginable for me, too.
I have no doubt that you gave her a great life and, ultimately, you loved her enough to put an end to her suffering. Will you memorialize her in some way? All my dogs are cremated and the ashes put into urns with their photos on the front. It's like seeing a gallery of unconditional acceptance and love. Though, in truth, one of my pet sitters found it creepy -- but that's before he had his own dog and had to say goodbye.
But I also understand loving a dog so much that you can't imagine "replacing" them (which is impossible!) and opening yourself up to more heartbreak. Love -- whether it's animals or humans -- always has the ability to hurt.
To totally change the subject, what a great way to use duck decoys! I bought a box of well-used decoys at an auction and have always intended to float them in the clawfoot bathtub my real ducks refuse to use --even after I built a nice, wide ramp for their convenience. Maybe I'll get my plastic flock out of the garage and onto the water. And, maybe my runners will get jealous and hop in?
Raspberry pie and a glazed donut? Are you on a health food kick, Jim

? I shouldn't talk about anyone's dietary choices, I guess. Yesterday, although there were splits in the first two ripe, full-sized tomatoes, I managed to save enough of the Pink Beefsteak to make a sort of BLT for breakfast. But with plant-based bacon (I don't eat meat).
I used the last of the bread for the BLT and ended up having a blueberry and banana smoothie for lunch. Bananas weren't going to last much longer anyway and a chilled lunch was perfect on a hot, humid day. Humidity this morning is over 90 percent again.
My green beans are doing great, best I've ever had and I can't keep up with the cherry tomatoes. Or the weeds.
There was more than another inch of rain yesterday and more on the way today and tomorrow. Yes, the years-long drought is no more.