Boskat
In the Brooder
- Apr 5, 2020
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Please help! I feel helpless although I’m a paramedic, went to university for zoology, as well as worked in wild animal rescue rehabilitation. So getting a blind duckling with our other lil additions to the farm was, without question, something I would take on. The first night I noticed her eyes were smaller and pine dusty. I bathed her and started antibiotic eye meds. Next morn, she was completely matted shut w one eye oozing. I continued to treat and removed her from the community brooder. It appeared as though she was pecked in her left eye. Now, I know she’s 100% blind, however the injured eye is bulging and ulcerated. It needs to be removed and I will pay for that. I’m waiting for her to get a bit older so the surgery is safer. I’ve worked with a vet and he has her on antibiotics and is willing to do the surgery for the cost of the meds and supplies.He also sees her for free. I feel I’m doing all I can to ease her anxiety, pain, and allow her happiness but I’m still at a loss. I can no longer let her spend ANY time with her mate as one little peck and the eye may rupture! She’s a month old. She’s a nervous wreck so I keep her at my side in a portable brooder I made. I feed her every waking minute. (literally scrambling eggs, warming oatmeal w fresh fruit, garden salads and anything else she binges in at 3am. I can’t keep food and h2o in her box. She steps in it,spills it, panics, runs all over in a frenzy, hitting her wounded eye and soaking herself. I know they eat and poop constantly, but getting up every hour to change bedding (towels) and feed her is what needs to be done & I do it. I’ve taught her how & it’s safe to submerge her head under water when she eats. I’ve taught her she NEEDS water when she eats. I’ve gotten her to feel safe in warm baths by placing my hand near, but NOT on her so she knows she’s safe and always has an escape. Without a mother, sibling or her eyes to assist her, I’ve become her everything. Yet, she’s a scared blind duck and would prefer I don’t EVER touch her unless it’s on her terms. (She acts like I’m killing her) Still, she panics if I leave the room, calms only to my voice, try’s her best to follow me around the house and bless her lil heart, hops & waddles on my chest to nap on on my shoulder when we lay down and listen to duck sounds on YouTube at night. I need to move her to my larger brooder. I’ve NO idea what to use for bedding. Her mouth is her eyes so eating pine shavings is a given. I need an option other than towels, not only because I like her space clean, but SHE gets upset if there’s too much poop or pee near her. I also need it clean to avoid Introducing additional bacteria into the bad eye. is there anything absorbent like pine that she can safely consume? She knows her name and the word NO, so she stops eating them when I ask, but I turn my back and she’s doing it again. I can’t look at her every move 24/7. She needs to learn some independence. (Thus the larger brooder). I just can’t afford to do 4 loads of towels a day! I would also like to leave her food or at least water in there 24/7 since there is way more space and she’s less likely to walk in it and panic. Does any one have suggestions on blind duck food and water feeders? She doesn’t seem to understand them? She’s not stupid. She’s just been blind since day one and knows nothing but a world of darkness. The surgery will make a big impact on her socialization and freedom. Until then, I’m burning the candle at both ends. Does anyone have ANY suggestions on raising a blind duck. The bedding, the food dishes,most importantly, getting her to calm down when she has anxiety attacks. It breaks my heart. Other animals I’ve rehabbed, I’ve wrapped in a warm soft towel and gently held close to me to calm them. However, ”Bitty” HATES being held! I just have to move her to an empty box, leave her alone and let her work it out on her own terms, sometimes to the point of exhaustion.I’ll allow her outside as she gets older to hang with the healthy ducks, she will only do it with me hovering around her. She will most likely be a house pet. (Diapers should prove an interesting challenge) I just don’t want to save a duckling only to force it I to an existence of fear. That would break my heart. Thank you.