Hi all I need help. I had 4 hens, all with egg yolk peritonitis. All had their coelemic cavities drained and one was infected with E. Coli despite treatment with antibiotics. In early January one was deathly ill and took her to an exotic vet. She empirically treated her with clavamox. There was no fluid to tap she said. We treated her with Clavamox and she did respond. About 2 weeks after stopping clavamox she began to show signs of illness (yolk stools) and not eating well. My exotic vet referred me to an Avian specialist whom performs surgery. She performed a CT scan on her and it showed an enlarged, impacted oviduct and recommended surgery but first drained her and E. Coli was found. It was sensitive to Bactrim which she gave her. It was for 2 weeks. She said treating her with antibiotics would be futile. I was reluctant at first but later I agreed to proceed with surgery despite knowing it was risky. This past Monday she performed surgery 1 week into Bactrim treatment but died about 4 hours after. I’m so devastated. Keep second guessing myself. I’ve attached the photo what the veterinarian removed. It was her oviduct (which had a perforation) and the rotten eggs that was inside her oviduct. It certainly was the right call as no way she would have survived on antibiotics. Folks I am not doing well emotionally. I was in a horrible situation. If I don’t do anything she was going to die a slow miserable death. I decide on surgery and she died anyways. I can’t live with my guilt. She was the light of my life. I loved her so much that I wanted her cured and free of shoving syringes down her beak to give her antibiotics and nystatin and meloxicam. Folks please help me. Did I make the right decision? How do I process this? I certainly regret subjecting her to surgery. Should I have given her a chance to finish the 2 week course of Bactrim and then reassess? Perhaps she was too septic to handle the surgery? I am going crazy. I’m the one dying a slow, miserable emotional death. Cannot work. I’m devastated.