Everything and Anything

[poult]

Gosh I've either been really sad or extremely angry for like the last week or so I feel like I'm losing my mind I just want a hug and like idk more sleep? My 9 hours isn't enough I feel like I'm losing my mind I'm so wound tight I'm either at someone's throat or I'm on the verge of crying a river probably because I've exhausted myself from raging.Im glad Sunday's near I need to hear the word of God.Reading the bible helped today I wish I would've read it first thing when I woke up though.I just need to calm waaaaaaaaay down,take a breather and be kind even though that seems so difficult lately.Then I have this back muscle that just is like almost healed from pulling it but then is sore soon as it's almost better. .-. *Sigh* I just feel like everything that's good in my life I will ruin at some point at another because I'm just me and I do stupid things and mess everything up.I talk to much I need to shut up more to talking never helps it seems.

 

[poult]

I just wish I didn't have to mess stuff up so much DX I just wish I'd shut up and suck it up.Agh anger building I'm just so stupid and annoying frikin just urgh its so hard to be positive when I'm so much better at raging.But no I need to calm down,sit back,be grateful for what I have and smile.Im always trying to spread optimism but I'm so pessimistic at times it eats at me more then you could imagine.See this is the only side of me I've been able to see lately but I've got a heart that's so sensitive.I really am so frikin sensitive.Sweet lord I feel bad for anyone involved with me I'm so moody I'm like a whirlwind that no one can understand.

 

[TamingMaster]

I just wish I didn't have to mess stuff up so much DX I just wish I'd shut up and suck it up.Agh anger building I'm just so stupid and annoying frikin just urgh its so hard to be positive when I'm so much better at raging.But no I need to calm down,sit back,be grateful for what I have and smile.Im always trying to spread optimism but I'm so pessimistic at times it eats at me more then you could imagine.See this is the only side of me I've been able to see lately but I've got a heart that's so sensitive.I really am so frikin sensitive.Sweet lord I feel bad for anyone involved with me I'm so moody I'm like a whirlwind that no one can understand.

I get you.
And, I don't know what I'd be now if it wasn't for you. You aren't moody, and if you are it's understandable. Sometimes, like you taught me, things will go bad. But, you get nice days which make it all worth fighting the bad days. Whatever is wrong, will have to become right sooner or later.

 

[poult]

I get you.
And, I don't know what I'd be now if it wasn't for you. You aren't moody, and if you are it's understandable. Sometimes, like you taught me, things will go bad. But, you get nice days which make it all worth fighting the bad days. Whatever is wrong, will have to become right sooner or later.

;') Your such an awesome friend Shan can't ask for better you've always got my back.

 

[TamingMaster]

;') Your such an awesome friend Shan can't ask for better you've always got my back.

You're awesome too. I'm glad that you've always got my back too.

 

[poult]

You're awesome too. I'm glad that you've always got my back too.

Aw thanks! OMG OMG OMG OMG GUESS WHAT?!

 

[peep peep peep]

Gosh I've either been really sad or extremely angry for like the last week or so I feel like I'm losing my mind I just want a hug and like idk more sleep? My 9 hours isn't enough I feel like I'm losing my mind I'm so wound tight I'm either at someone's throat or I'm on the verge of crying a river probably because I've exhausted myself from raging.Im glad Sunday's near I need to hear the word of God.Reading the bible helped today I wish I would've read it first thing when I woke up though.I just need to calm waaaaaaaaay down,take a breather and be kind even though that seems so difficult lately.Then I have this back muscle that just is like almost healed from pulling it but then is sore soon as it's almost better. .-. *Sigh* I just feel like everything that's good in my life I will ruin at some point at another because I'm just me and I do stupid things and mess everything up.I talk to much I need to shut up more to talking never helps it seems.

I just wish I didn't have to mess stuff up so much DX I just wish I'd shut up and suck it up.Agh anger building I'm just so stupid and annoying frikin just urgh its so hard to be positive when I'm so much better at raging.But no I need to calm down,sit back,be grateful for what I have and smile.Im always trying to spread optimism but I'm so pessimistic at times it eats at me more then you could imagine.See this is the only side of me I've been able to see lately but I've got a heart that's so sensitive.I really am so frikin sensitive.Sweet lord I feel bad for anyone involved with me I'm so moody I'm like a whirlwind that no one can understand.

Aww . It's okay you probably just need a break. Sometimes it really pays to take a step back and breathe. I find that music really helps me keep my cool. You aren't bothering me that's for sure. Feel free to come to me anytime. That's what friends are for. I'll be praying for you.

 

[TamingMaster]

Aw thanks! OMG OMG OMG OMG GUESS WHAT?!

What?

 

[poult]

Aww . It's okay you probably just need a break. Sometimes it really pays to take a step back and breathe. I find that music really helps me keep my cool. You aren't bothering me that's for sure. Feel free to come to me anytime. That's what friends are for. I'll be praying for you.

Thanks peeps Your also a very awesome friend idk what I'd do without you two!

What?

IDK I JUST FELT LIKE LIGHTENING THE MOOD SO HERE.

 

[TamingMaster]

XD Reminds me of Turk. Hue hue hue.