Man, that sucks. I'm sorry to hear that."Feeling discouraged"-That's me. I've been raising birds for 41 years. I still make many mistakes. The biggest mistake lately was going to a poultry auction... I've lost many birds to diseases that I never had before. Three years of fighting the problem and my birds are now free of disease....but so many lost.
Now it's me fighting disease. At 65 I recently had a stroke and pneumonia. A week in the hospital and I'm now home. A home in the country-no close neighbor-no car-no phone-no money and often alone. The possibility of another stroke or pneumonia is likely. Now what?