you know that goes for me too you are a good friend and this makes me sad . I don't know how you do it . The hell of having Ben when it breaks out is bad .but can't imagine not doing it. So glad you have your Jim to help you through. I know the hell of alcoholism my dad was bad died at 53 . abused my mother .when we were young . she had enough and almost killed him with a pipe never hit her again. I was ten but the drinking got worse .try to have a merry Christmas my friend
