Good thoughts needed..

[RedStickLA]

Awww Sara...I know exactly how you are feeling.

I remember when my husband had his first round of chemo in '03 and we were going in for his first scans 3 months after chemo. I was very emotional the day before…when someone asked me about it and I teared up telling them we were going in the next day for the scans...They could not understand why I was upset because we had not found out anything yet. I know that freaking out feeling very well. It’s such a mixture of emotions! You want to know but then you don’t want to know. The unknown is so scary...but the relief after you find out everything is OK is so wonderful. We go back to MD Anderson on March 17 for my husband’s 3 month check up for his stem cell transplant. He will have a PET, CT and x rays done at that time.

I will be thinking and praying for you tomorrow and I will pray that you have a peace as you wait for the results…
Mitzi

 

[jeaucamom]

I had breast and thyroid cancer in 04 and I know intimately how terrifying it is to face these scans. The one thing that got me through it besides my faith was telling my self, this isn't to find out if I still have cancer, this is to prove I don't. I also looked at it as the first in a long line of clean scans. It is such a mental thing, so try to find what will give you peace, even if it doesn't make sense to any one else. Don't beat yourself up about being scared either, next month will by my 4 year all clear date and I am just now getting to the point where I think I can make long term plans. Cancer just brings about a different perspective on time and priorities. I will be praying for you tomorrow. That you will be able to see this as your first of many proofs that you are completely healed. Blessings to you, Suz

 

[okiechick57]

praying for peace and calmness for you Sara

 

[kbarrett]

I will keep you in my prayers!

Only good news!!!

 

[sara]

Thanks everyone! I'm getting ready to mix up my little cocktail of chalkly tasting stuff for the scan. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers.

 

[okiechick57]

oh I knwo how bad those cocktails are girl.......... :aww

 

[peepsnbunnies]

Lots of positive vibes coming your way!! You are in my thoughts and prayers. Wishing you the best on Tuesday.

Lisa

 

[hinkjc]

You are in my thoughts as well Sara.

Jody

 

[speckledhen]

Best wishes, Sara.

 

[texaschickmama]

Wishing you well. Saying a little prayer for you and a clear scan.