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see this is where I struggle with people's ideas on this.
I have some friends who drove to work past a slaugher house daily, and after a few months of discussing it, and the less than humane conditions in which many commercial animals are raised, and observing that it's work they'd rather starve than do, they became vegans.
my response to the same situation is I grow my own animals, and am working towards the day when I can supply all my own meat and never have an animal live in less-than-humane conditions on my account.
please understand I'm not judging here, just seeking to understand.  you see sending animals you raised off to be slaughtered as murder, and would not eat them.  but still, you are able to eat commercially produced and killed meat from animals that may not have been humanely raised? this is where I struggle.
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i understand about attachments, there are some animals I have raised that have moved from the utility flocks to the permanent pet flocks.  but between the animals I eat, both those I raised and those I didn't, at least I know the ones I rased had a fair and decent life.  that makes me feel *better* about eating those than the commercially raised ones, which may not have had a humane life.  either way, they've died so I can eat them.  at least the ones I raised did not suffer while they lived.  that's where my conscience takes me on this issue.
how I stay "unattached"... I am a carnivor, I do not do well on a no-meat diet, I like eating meat, and physically, I don't fare well without it.  given that I know that is true about myself, I have to have a way to eat meat that fits with how I live in the world, suits my morals and ideals, allows me to eat what I need in peace.  
by raising the animals myself, I can be sure they were not tortured, lived as natural a life as they could expect, and did not suffer unduly when dispached.  I remember what they are there for, and the nature of my responsibility to them when I care for them.  
I am attached, in that I raise and care for them.  I am not as attached as if they were people, or my children, or my pets.  They get names only out of necessity (refering to this one vs. that one.)  I do not spend time domesticating them or taming them or teaching them to eat from my hand or developing their personalities.  I do spend time with them to be able to see if they are well or sick or injurred, and what their normal behavior is so I can tell the difference, and so they will not be excessively fearful of people and being handled when necessary.  I remember when I interact with them why they are there... these animals would not exist - I would not have bred them - if I did not intend to eat them.  so I give them a good life, a swift death, and honor them by wasting as little as possible.  
given that I'm a carnivore, and will eat meat, it is the most honorable way I can see to behave... despite the discomfort of killing an animal I've raised, or having it slaughtered for me, I see it as more consistent with respect for the animal to make sure it lived well first.
as I said, not judging here, just talking about the way it works for me.