oh I am soo sorry. and I understand.
my mother treats me like that too. I love her and I even get along with her at times but...
on the days I want to lose it I just think to my self that she is not my mother, but just someone who is here. and I do what I can to make it better and not worry about the rest. but there are times when I can not take it, that is when I poor it out to the Lord and my other close friends.
people hurt us, often those we should have the most trust in, but letting go of that hurt is part of the art of life. so be true to your self, treat your self right, and hold onto the joys in life.
it's kinda cold under that rock, come into the sun