Okay, don't make fun of me, I'm a big softy. I've been an off and on vegetarian throughout my life and I don't like killing anything. However, I also don't like the fact that I know what horrors grocery store meat goes through before it gets there. I started raising quail with the intent to use them for meat. I have had to cull three birds so far due to injuries. I was okay with that because I was ending their suffering. I currently have too many males. I need to cull five of them and I want to process them to eat. I'm having a hard time mentally and emotionally preparing myself for the deed. I need moral support! I'm breaking out Joel Salatin's "The Marvelous Pigness of Pigs" right now to try and get myself in the right mindset!