So sorry for your loss. There's no easy way to relieve the pain - just time, and focussing on the living. Your friend is still there and wants you to be OK.
Lolita,
I am sorry for your loss. Know in your heart that you did everything for lil Deacon and that you gave him a great and happy life. He touched your life and you are better for it.
May your sorrow soon cease.
Melanie
Lolita, I am so very sorry for your loss.
We lost my Charlie Girl in June and I miss her every day still. The new pup is great, but there will never be another Charlie.
May your memories comfort you.