oh i am so sorry, i know the pain you are going thru, i lost a pony 2 months ago after a long illness and many nights and days doing all i could, its so hard, my prayers are with you at this time
I'm so very sorry. I wish there was more I could do or say to take your pain away. You can take comfort in the fact that you tried. You did the best could for him. Be kind to yourself over the next several days...you deserve it. Sending good thoughts and hugs your way.
And a VERY precious "first" baby he is. What a sweetie little boy who knew he was loved and cared for with all your heart. I followed this hoping for better news but like you said he's healed now and running around chasing with all his pals.
I have been watching this thread and checking on him. man, i just hate it..he was such a sweet little thing. it just breaks my heart. thanks for caring and trying so hard to keep him alive.