Welcome to BYC! and I'm sorry for your losses. I think it might be better to just wait on ordering and hatch your own chicks, but make sure you have a rooster in there. Just so that the rough handling can be avoided from shipped chicks. An incubator I recommend is the nurture right 360 by harris farms. Another incubator I recommend is the incuview incubator by incubatorwarehouse. Good luck on your chicken journey, we are here for any questions.
Welcome to BYC! I’m so excited to see you joined! This wonderful community of poultry keepers and experts will be very happy to answer whatever questions you may have