So I'd like to talk about everyone's favorite subject again (sorry!!), breeding.
First, I don't see Jade and June as "walking uteruses" I see them as my big lovable babies, but they do happen to have uteruses. Just like I don't see myself as a walking uterus, but I do have one, so I'll probably have a kid one day, even though I'm not a superior human being and there's many children who need adopted. Sorry, just wanted to make my point that I don't look at my horses and see baby machines or anything like that.
I have 3 mares. I would only consider breeding 2 of them. Penelope is a grade MFT who's had a tough life. If I looked at my girls and seen walking uteruses id breed her, because she's gold champagne. But I don't, and color isn't what's important, so the thought of breeding her is not an option. The other two though, are wonderfully conformed horses with very nice papers. And June's personality is to die for. Jade isn't quite as lovey dovey as June, but she's smart, and she's a great ranch horse (you know if I had a real ranch lol) and she's got that confidence where nothing spooks her and she gets the job done. She's what lots of people want in a horse, heck I love her I just want her to be less stand off ish.
Now, with that being said, now that I've had more time to think. I don't know if I'll breed June. I knows there's always a risk when breeding and although I'm 95% sure she'd be fine, she's the love of my life so I just don't know if I can get over that 5%. I also know now that if I do, I'll wait till she's 5 at least. Jade on the other I hand, I do love and don't want to lose, but I don't love her as much (don't tell her!) and she has had a foal before with zero complications.
I have the opportunity to breed her, whenever I want. To my cousins stud horse. He's got the conformation (they'd make beautiful meaty babies), his papers match hers, he's smart, and he's got a personality like June (bonus), I really like him, I've even risen above my hate for sorrel horses, becuase he's so awesome. And with my cousin living with me, she'd be able to help guide me through the pregnancy and foal raising process.
I also have the funds to support this.
I'm not sure what I'm getting at here, other than, is there any reason why I shouldn't?
I know the generic, why breed for what you want when you can buy what you want whole riggamoral thing, and to that I say, I LOVE raising animals. More than anything. And the younger the animal is when I get it, or if it's born at my house, the better I bond with it for some reason, and the more love we have for each other. For example, June's the youngest horse I've owned since I sold my mustang and our bond is unbreakable. My mustang I bought as a yearling, and I had that same bond with him, I sold him becuase I thought it was best for him and it's something that still makes me cry when I talk about it (and the heartbreak I got from selling him is how I know I could never sell June, there's no way I could ever go through that again). My chihuahua, my favorite dog out of every dog I've EVER had, I picked her out when she was 2 days old, my other chi is her puppy, my sister has her other pup (daddy to the shih tzu babies, one of which I'm keeping and already love uncontrollably LOL), favorite chickens have always been ones I hatched myself, best cat I ever had, I picked him out the day he was born and seen him twice a week until the time I brought him home. Basically what I'm saying here is I don't think there's any better way to bond, wether it be your own kid, or animal. Jade and Penelope are older, they're sassy, sometimes I feel like we're all teenage girls and I don't like them. I know I can go out and buy exactly what I want, but to me, it's not the same.
The miracle of life totally amazes me (hence the raising dogs, I love the whole pregnancy, birthing, and raising process), I've been like this for as long as I can remember, it's always drove my parents up the wall bc we've had a lot of animals.
Anyways, I have myself a little more under control now, so I make sure to raise animals that are "worth raising".
What I kind of want to talk about here is the fact that Jade (and possibly June) have never "proven" themselves or aren't money earners or whatever it is that some people think make a horse worth having/ breeding.
To me that's not a reason I specifically look for. Sure I'd love to do reining some day but I'm a heck of a long ways from it and right now I'm not involved in the show world whatsoever. So why should my goal be to pop out a top reiner or cutting horse? What good would that do me? What I do have is a love for horses and several family members and a friend (and maybe one day a boyfriend too!) that would happily go on trail rides with me. So is it wrong to let a horse have a baby so I can raise and bond with it, and use it as one darn good trail horse? Or maybe try for a baby that'd make a good horse to use on the farm since I am going to have cows one day? A baby from Jade could go either way, trail horse, or cow horse. A baby from June would make a great trail horse, or if I ever did get her trained and shown, a potential reiner. I'm not just wanting to breed them repeatedly and sell the babies. I want one baby, two at MOST to keep for myself so I have trail/farm horses. If I have June, Jade, and a baby from one of them I'm not going to be over run with horses by any means. And if the baby came out with 3 legs and 4 eyes I wouldn't love it any less. I'm not oblivious to the fact that things do go wrong sometimes, but I like to remain optimistic.
*side note, I'm leaving Penelope at my grandparents, I might even give her to my grandpa, Jade and June have pretty much outcast her, and my grandpa seems to really love her, he's even been asking me to ride her, and I can't ever get him to ride the other horses. He's got a thing for fox trotters.
Sorry for the rambling, it's a little late here and I'm not sure my brain is working properly
That whole post made me sound like I'm offended over something, I promise I'm not lol just trying to bring up some talking points