Seminolewind, you sound so compassionate just like me. I want to build up a farm and dealing with death goes along with having animals I guess. This is the first time I've had to deal with owning a pet with problems. It is also like mourning something that hasn't died. I think I will be happy about it and love them as much as possible. Last night I took their food out for a few hours and put some food in and they attacked it like nothing I've ever seen. It must be awful to be hungry and not eat like we do with dieting. I guess it is like having the munchies and never feeling full.