Husband just died

[chickengrl]

Hang in there. You seem to be on the right track. Don't feel bad if you need something to help you sleep for a little bit. It seems like nights are the hardest after something traumatic. The mind and thoughts you were able to keep busy during the day somehow keeps wandering around when you finally slow down to sleep. My heart goes out to you and your daughter. May good things come your way.

 

[chinadollgreen]

I am so sorry I have been threw the same thing and it will hurt forever. It does get easier to deal with and though i am remarried I still feel the loss of My late husband. I will say a prayer for you.

 

[michickenwrangler]

Nights are still tough. Wayne had erratic sleep habits so I'm not unused to sleeping alone, but it's weird knowing he's not in the house. And I still can't shake the feeling that he's mad at me for letting him die.

The dog is more on edge, she barks at a lot of things that never used to bother her before.

One of the neighbors is buying some tools off me and helping me organize the garage on Monday. Also have a buyer for his handmade Hungarian composite bow. Also found out that his credit card had insurance on it, so I don't have to worry about the balance on that. I'll be going back to work Thursday, starting with a short week, which I think it will be easier to ease back in like that. Daughter is a little mad that she has to go to daycare now after school.

Still have loose ends to tie up. Sigh ... I want him back bad that it hurts.

 

[booker81]

I think about you every day. ***hugs***

 

[Chic-n-farmer]

You are often in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[easttxchick]

Still praying for you and your daughter.

 

[X2Farm]

thinkin bout ya hun. Sending prayers, hugs and strength!

 

[equinehugger3]

I'm SO sorry!

I REALLY hope that you feel better. I am praying for you.

 

[rancher hicks]

WHAT THOUGH THE RADIANCE WHICH WAS ONCE SO BRIGHT
BE NOW FOR EVER TAKEN FROM MY SIGHT
THOUGH NOTHING CAN BRING BACK THE HOUR
OF SPLENDOR IN THE GRASS, OF GLORY IN THE FLOWER
WE WILL GRIEVE NOT , RATHER FIND
STRENGTH IN WHAT REMAINS BEHIND. - William Wordsworth

 

[CowgirlPenny]

I'm so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you during this time!