Seriously y'all!
I have to vent somewhere; while most of you will think this is frivalous or whatever, it is so important to me you have no idea!
In my family, morbid obesity runs rampant! Seriously rampant!
2 yrs ago on April fools day I decided to do something about it. It was the HARDEST thing I've ever done over the past two years to
try to lose weight.
I'm 5'2 and weighed over 186...
I was in the morbidly obese category. I've had some serious hardships in my life, living in an abuse shelter with a newborn, in a car, being
homeless, having an alcoholic for a father etc..some abuse in my first marriage etc..why I can overcome those things but not be able
to completely overcome my weight issues is beyond me!
I used the Weight watchers program and it has worked fantastic; teaching me how to cook with REAL foods; not processed junk
in the frozen section or shakes/pills etc...
but since they switched up the program in January, I've gained 6 lbs!
I KNOW big wahhh...but from someone who worked so hard and it took months to lose 6 lbs towards the end..this is a HUGE
setback for me!
I dont even know what to do; I'm not eating badly, I'm not eating over what I should..heck; I rarely eat extra!
I havent been able to do my Taekwondo in a few months due to $ restraints due to gas costs...but I'm hoping
once school lets out, I can do it due to saving $ on gas by not taking kids to school everyday...
so I am back to 132 on the nose..I was 126...my weight that my doc and WW says I can be is from 109 to 132
granted I'm in that "range" but I'm feeling fat and unhealthy again...
I HATE THIS..I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF!!! I worked sooo dang hard and I just feel its slipping away; I can no longer say I lost
60 lbs...I've lost 56 lbs...ugh...big whoop...
Now, I'm going to church and will probably cry...and hubby wanted to take me out to a late mothers day dinner...obviously I cant do that...
I have to vent somewhere; while most of you will think this is frivalous or whatever, it is so important to me you have no idea!
In my family, morbid obesity runs rampant! Seriously rampant!
2 yrs ago on April fools day I decided to do something about it. It was the HARDEST thing I've ever done over the past two years to
try to lose weight.
I'm 5'2 and weighed over 186...
I was in the morbidly obese category. I've had some serious hardships in my life, living in an abuse shelter with a newborn, in a car, being
homeless, having an alcoholic for a father etc..some abuse in my first marriage etc..why I can overcome those things but not be able
to completely overcome my weight issues is beyond me!
I used the Weight watchers program and it has worked fantastic; teaching me how to cook with REAL foods; not processed junk
in the frozen section or shakes/pills etc...
but since they switched up the program in January, I've gained 6 lbs!
I KNOW big wahhh...but from someone who worked so hard and it took months to lose 6 lbs towards the end..this is a HUGE
setback for me!
I dont even know what to do; I'm not eating badly, I'm not eating over what I should..heck; I rarely eat extra!
I havent been able to do my Taekwondo in a few months due to $ restraints due to gas costs...but I'm hoping
once school lets out, I can do it due to saving $ on gas by not taking kids to school everyday...
so I am back to 132 on the nose..I was 126...my weight that my doc and WW says I can be is from 109 to 132
granted I'm in that "range" but I'm feeling fat and unhealthy again...
I HATE THIS..I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF!!! I worked sooo dang hard and I just feel its slipping away; I can no longer say I lost
60 lbs...I've lost 56 lbs...ugh...big whoop...
Now, I'm going to church and will probably cry...and hubby wanted to take me out to a late mothers day dinner...obviously I cant do that...
