I am very sad... :(

[ShrekDawg]

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this one is from November 8 2008

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January 5 2009

January 5 2009

January 5 2009

January 5 2009

 

[ShrekDawg]

y won't any of them work?!? arggg none of them work!

 

[ShrekDawg]

one works oh well I guess I will just have to deal with that for now it's good enough at least you got/get to see one

 

[ShrekDawg]

It's somewhat sunny and/or sometimes cloudy (point being it's pretty nice out) and I can't help but think that if Bailey were here right now he would probably be sitting/laying down on the deck and/or the lawn now taking in the sceneary and sniffing and enjoying the sun/weather and just being a dog. Sorry I just can't help it. I just can't stop thinking of it and about him and of him. I just loved him so much and still do, ya no? Oh my gosh I miss Bailey so much! who knew you could miss a pet so much. gosh I really miss him!

 

[gritsar]

I'm so very sorry for your loss. I know first hand how hard it is to make the decision to end their suffering.

 

[ShrekDawg]

Thank you. and sorry about your dog too.

Maybe they could all play together in dog heaven.

 

[Dorothy1324]

My dogs name is Jake and is a boy we have had him sience he was 6 weeks old.

 

[ShrekDawg]

Bailey is gone, I mean he's really gone, forever.

It still hasn't completely sunken in yet, but now it's really starting to sink in and I'm really starting to realize and get even more upset about the fact that he's no longer here and I'm never gonna see him again. I think it's finally starting to really sink in and hit home and it's really very sad.

And you know what else? We have never been without a dog if ya really think about it cuz when my dad put our old dog Higgens down a few years ago we had gotten Bailey a few years before so when Higgens left we had Bailey and my mom had Higgens before she even got married so he was her dog and was always around and then we had Bailey when Higgens died but now that Bailey is gone we have no dog and we've never had that before. And although I have other pets, I don't have a dog now, and already I miss the presence of a dog. It's so sad. No Bailey and no dog and I really do miss him. Ya know this morning it was T-storming and downpouring and I just thought of something. Before when Bailey was younger and could actually hear he used to be TERRIFIED of T-storms and would whine and cry and always have to be around his people and so would follow us as he was so scared but then when he got older and deafer (if thats even a word lol) he couldn't really hear them so since he was old, deaf, and could not hear them he did not get as scared, if scared at all, and would just like sleep though it lol. Sorry I am rambling on and on I just miss him so much. he was like my best friend, actually no scratch that, he WAS my best friend and now he's gone.

and now that he's gone I'm like reviewing/replaying his life in my mind over and over and like remembering all the funny/goofy things he did, all the good times, the bad times, the crazy times, etc, just like everything. And some of it is actually pretty funny.

 

[ShrekDawg]

Awwwwwwwww your dog (Jake) sounds soooooooooooo cute!!!!!

 

[CMV]

I am so sorry about your dog. It takes a while to sink in. I euthanized my dog almost 2 years ago when she was quite aged and had multiple medical problems. She was a glorious Newfoundland/Timberwolf named Shoo and she was my first child. I still think about her, and sometimes when I'm working out in my yard I'll catch a glimpse of something out of the corner of my eye and think "Oh! It's just Shoo." Then I remember she's gone and it catches my heart for a second.
I'll always remember my dog. I feel lucky to have had her in my life, even though it broke my heart to have to put her down. You will feel the same way.