I woke up today and 2 of my other cats were making me follow them downstairs, alerting me that something was wrong-and when I couldnt find my 18 yr old cat I knew something must be wrong with her. They led me to her and I found her half way under a dresser trying to hide, she had a seizure or stroke or heartattack or something and was doing bad-she passed in my arms before I could even get dressed to get her to the vet. I know that none of this was my fault, she had a full blood panel work up last year and always had dental care etc since I worked at a vet for the last 12 yrs, there are no poisons or anything around that she got into-but still Im sort of beating myself up thinking that I missed something. She ate great yesterday and acting pretty normal for her 18 yr old self-I know this was probably just an old age thing but I still thought I had a few years with her. We have been through so much together, she has traveled all over with me and Im going to really miss her sitting here on my lap bugging me while I try to type away on the keyboard. I really hope she was greeted by her favorite brothers my loyal chocolate lab Chip who always carried her around in his mouth when she was a kitten and he was a pup and my other black cat Snaggle who passed 6 months ago at 18 too-Chip had cancer so I was prepared and Snaggle was diabetic for 2 yrs so I was prepared but Bacardi went so fast it is hitting me very hard, I just wish they all lived longer-it is so hard losing them
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