I still miss him so bad, but it is getting easier now. I don't cry as much. I am now dealing with my dad. He had Stage ii colon cancer removed in 9-2010. It is now in his liver and one lung. It looks like 2012 is not going to be a year to look back on with fondness but as a year to be endured.I am starting to have guys ask me out, I always say no. Poor things, they are competing with a ghost right now.