ok,thats it im done. and im serious this time. when we moved to our new hosue we had 3 cats of our own. all spayed,all up to date on shots. we found a little kitten in the woods. the mom didnt come back all day and the neighbors have like a million so we took him in. he couldnt have been 3 weeks old. i bottle feed him and wiped his little butt. he grew and thrived. someone dumped a kitten off at my moms,she was there all summer. a friend says she needs her for a barn cat. i tell her i will help pay for her to get spayed. so i cart this cat home and of course she doesnt want her anymore. so i figure i will find her a home. now my little baby is sick. i know there is someone else out there who has feed a kitten like a baby and watched it grow,it is almost like a baby. hes only about 9 weeks old now and no i havent had him in for shots. we had a trip planned to my mil so i figured i would take him and the extra cat,thats what the kids call her, in in a few weeks. well the vet thinks my kitten may have fip,or feline luekemia. he could have had it his entire short life,but i cant help but feeling like i killed him. he was wonderfull until we got this other cat. she could be a carrier and i am so upset. there is nothing i can do for the little guy. i dont think ive cried this much since i put my 14 year old dog to sleep. everyone please pray that my poor little baby has something fixable. no more cats for me and no more picking up strays to help them out.it is to much heartache.