gonzo&hispeeps :
I let the outside world think I'm all straight-laced, prim & proper. When, In reality, I'm not. Example : I worked in an office 'bout 10yrs ago.... Always behaved and dressed very proper. Casper suits etc... most folks didn't even know I smoked. So, times passes, I get comfortable with my co-workers... and I'm telling them about going to a Marylin Manson concert. Their response. AH! And tell me I would not "fit in"
Surely They don't think I'm wearing my professional clothes do they? No. I tell them I'll either wear leather, or Latex. Then I got labeled "Freak" Which is all good. See, because that sorta behavior and dress style and yes, smoking is looked upon with discontent. So, only a few select people get to know the real me. I like it that way. Make sense?
What?! Thats it?!
Now Im going to feel like a real loser here...
haha Im so scared to tell yall but uhh its just been such a big secret of mine!
Ok, when Im far back in the yard and have to run up to the house... ahhh Im so lame
I like to pretend Im riding a horse. Yup, Im lame. Yes, I am 22 years old and I still like to pretend
AHHH!
K I feel better now