It definitely is difficult to find non GMO & organic in some places. I prefer no soy & actually have 2 sources for that type of feed. One is pellets that I have to drive 25 miles one way & pay $30.50/50 lbs. Luckily the other is a local organic farmer that makes his own using Fertrell Minerals. That is $31/80 lbs. or $19.38 for 50 lbs. This is transitional organic & a mash, but it lasts really long with my 20 birds. I could get certified organic for $37/80 or $23.13/50 lbs., but I would have to buy 1/2 a ton. Layena is around $16/50 around here, so for about $8/ month I can feed a great feed. All you can do is keep searching and in the don't worry about it in the mean time. Feeding commercial feed is not the end of the world. You have to do what you have to do, just don't give up the search. I found around here my choices really multiplied in the last 3 years. Previous to that it was only Purina.