Aw, I'm sorry. One of my cuz's went away for like 2 years. We are really close, and he is like a brother to me. He's back now, and it feels great to hug him and spent 4th of July with him and his wife and two kids. He lives a lot closer now too, I love him and I know you love your brother. Just keep busy, and pray for him, and time will fly!