I thought I was just being too soft hearted, I have to cull my flock as I fell into the situation of having too many roo's, the last couple of weekends I have considered doing myself but I instead I'm going to see if I can find a processor to do it for me, I don't want them to suffer including the reason that i have never done such.
Yes I know that the hens will be much happier with out the constant "jumping, I raised my boys from week old chicks and regardless my rule for not giving them names, I don't think I can do it myself.
On the more lighter side of things, my 5 year son is taking it much better in some aspect than I am, he keeps asking when we are going to fix the roosters to eat however on the other side he refuses to eat the fresh eggs because he knows that's were baby chicks come from; he actually got mad at me for taking the eggs out of the nesting boxes!