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Beautiful, true, and inspirational...Bless you!I want to congratulate you on having a dream; some people go through their entire lives without having a vision of what they really want to do. You're luckier than they are.
And, congratulations on preparing for your dream, learning as much as you can beforehand so you will be better prepared when an opportunity arises. I admire the type of agriculture you want to pursue.
As far as "something that will never happen," -- while it's good to be realistic, it's also good to keep an open mind about the future.
You never know what's going to happen tomorrow.
Maybe you find a way to work on someone else's "dream" to get practical experience? Maybe you find a job that will give you sufficient financial support to get started on your dream farm? Maybe you start small and scale back your dream to an acreage or a property with enough space for some critters and some gardening?
I've lived long enough to learn that where you are today isn't the same as where you can be tomorrow. Keep feeding your dream!
Welcome to BYC! I hope we can help you learn all you want to know and offer support and encouragement along the way.