Rough weekend. I know its completely wimpy of me but I just do not cope well with my husband being gone. He and my oldest went to scout resident camp. I am here with the 3 littles and a broken down van. Its just not going well right now. I am so exhausted i cannot think and so sad because he is not here. On top of that we have what I think was a racoon get in a kill several of my baby ducks. Trying to deal with all of it solo and I am feeling a bit of a failure tonight. I tried to talk to him on the phone about everything going on but he just is busy with the boys which I understand but it does not make it any easier. I am just feeling wimpy and down tonight.