Is this color going to look the same? I am thinking about ordering some self blue d'uccles from cackle just so I can see the color. I get confused on what is considered lavendar in silkies and wondering if it looks like what these self blue d'uccles will. Is it even worth it to order from the d'uccles from cackle or will I just be more confused. I can't tell the difference between gray and lavendar in silkies.