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[silky_3699]

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when i first noticed you on BYC, i thought, average BYC'er. but there is so much more. i feel like crying!

Yeah

I've been crying for years inside...but lately I've been crying physically, like right now. I don't want to die, but I also don't want to suffer the way I am right now.

your life, i had no idea! i dont understand the full story but?
dont answer if you dont want to...

 

[kyeschicks]

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Yeah

I've been crying for years inside...but lately I've been crying physically, like right now. I don't want to die, but I also don't want to suffer the way I am right now.

your life, i had no idea! i dont understand the full story but?
dont answer if you dont want to...

I will answer it, but not right now. I'm gonna go outside and think about everything. I think best when I'm in the dark and alone.

 

[equinehugger3]

Oh my gosh, Skitz.

I'm so sorry...

You can ALWAYS PM me if you need to talk or something.

A few years ago, every night, I'd have a nightmare about my mom dying in some way. In one of them she died in a fire, right before my eyes... I was practically terrified to fall asleep. Then, I started listening to recordings of sermons my pastor has done while I fell asleep. It helped me so much, and I haven't had one of those in years. Perhaps you could listen to music or something?

I really hope this helps, and things get better.

 

[horsecrazychicklovingkid]

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Yes, I used to have stuff like that. I now play some other softer Beethoven and Mozart at night. It really helps me just settle without any dreams. I've had days were I can't get a bad dream off of my mind and I feel like it is stalking me all day, and into the next sometimes. I had one about my parents when I was like seven or eight and it is still crystal clear.

 

[equinehugger3]

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Yes, I used to have stuff like that. I now play some other softer Beethoven and Mozart at night. It really helps me just settle without any dreams. I've had days were I can't get a bad dream off of my mind and I feel like it is stalking me all day, and into the next sometimes. I had one about my parents when I was like seven or eight and it is still crystal clear.

Isn't that feeling of dread the worst?

 

[Ec_Prokta]

I'm so sorry, Skitz...

I once heard from my doctor that having horrible dreams is actually the sign of severe stress.

 

[kyeschicks]

Thank you equine, horse, ec

I'll try to listen to music and see if everything calms down. Yes, I've been stressed as heck lately

 

[luvinmychickens]

Hey peeps! Wow, does this thread fill up while I'm gone!!!

I just added 'PolishSilkies45' and 'chixruleboysdrool' to the list of members. Please, if you would like to join, PM me (luvinmychickens).

 

[onlyme8]

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hey, I feel the same way! I always have to read tons of pages

 

[Symphony]

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luv' :

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