Hello Everyone! Old and Newbies.
What a nice sunny day. Not to hot, not to cold. Bit windy, but good day over all. Wish I could enjoy it more. Had an attack last night that nearly had me in tears, triggered an anxiety attack that just does not want to go away. I am really wondering if I have something more going on with my body. I went to get out at my condos where I deliver, and when I stepped out of the car, my ankles and my knees were just screaming. My lower back in the kidney area, and the center of my back just below my shoulder blades ache, but I think that if from the anxiety attack. My stomach is very rigid feeling, and I am a fat girl, so when I say rigid, that can not be good. But again, that just might be from the anxiety attack. My head is kicking me again today. Yesterday was nice. I did not have a head ache.. I don't feel 38 today. I feel twice that. This sweet old lady at the condos, she's 90, and she was walking faster than me today! WTH! How is that possible. And she's in the independant/assisted living... By that, she has her own apt in the atrium, but she also has the ability to use the staff as needed if you understand what I mean... Well anyway, I am thinking she probably could have carried my bag for me today. LOL. I keep telling myself I just need to hold out for 2 months... I don't know if I can do that... UGH! OH if only I were a welfare baby. I don't believe in taking other peoples money cuz I am to lazy. Dont get me wrong, I realise that there are people who really do need public assistance, and I do not begrudge them that, but as long as I can work, I will. And IF I quit working one job now just cuz I feel like I rolled in a poop pile... A HUGE poop pile.
I have another hen contemplating broody-hood. Skatter can not make up her mind if she want to eat, or if she wants to sit... She aint going to keep no eggs until she makes up her mind. Just like a woman. LOL
Oh, I am tired. Gotta go freshen up the ducks.