She had acites and I have been draining her fluid for a long time. I was giving her a bath as I have done for years, holding her upside down to clean her vent and bad drainage thanks to her disease, and to be sure I did not cause an infection. After I dried her off I put her in my chair and her neck was broken. I don't know what I did. She laid on my lap and died. She thinks I did it on purpose. My heart is broken.