My leukemia's back.

[LittleLakePhil]

Phil it's hard with a hole in the heart isn't it?

For sure....

 

[LittleLakePhil]

Excellent suggestion Ron. The house will sell for much more if it is in good condition.

After the estate is settled you will own the property together. Maybe you could get a home equity line of credit and fix the place up. It doesn't cost the brothers anything for you to live there while you do the repairs. Board can be traded for labor.

Maybe there's some way you all could work out a land contract..... When I bought this place I was fresh out of a bone marrow transplant so I bought it on land contract....I made a $5000 insurance claim after I had heavy snow damage to the roof. The old owner too the cash and ran.... The mortgage company converted the land contract to a mortgage and kicked the old owner off.
They had to get his signature to do it.... But they threatened to press charges with the insurance company..... He eventually paid me and I was able to put a new metal roof on.

 

[LittleLakePhil]

I'm partially disabled, and that prevented me in part from doing the repairs already, so not really an option. I just have to accept it and move on. I wish in a way I could stay and never leave but I know life changes, and we must move on no matter how hard it hurts. But at this point not much pain, later lots of it I am sure.

Pain sucks friend.... Tonight I sat here all night wondering why God makes me endure so much pain.
I figure there's a propose ... Then it occurred to me. When I first got sick....I asked God to let me live long enough for my daughter to know me......I was 31 at the time....I asked that I could make it to 40.... All I wanted. Just long enough for Kacy to remember me.
Well it was about 40 when the pain really strarted to set in.....I figure it's the price I'm paying for the"extra" years...... It's a price I'm willing to pay. I think the pain is a reminder of what I have to be thankful for.

 

[LittleLakePhil]

And then there's R.C. he likes to lay in front of the fireplace.....

 

[LittleLakePhil]

 

[sourland]

Good morning, Team Rachel.

.I figure it's the price I'm paying for the"extra" years...... It's a price I'm willing to pay. I think the pain is a reminder of what I have to be thankful for.

I have a nephew who made the same deal and says the same thing. He acquired Hep C through blood transfusions after a major automobile accident, developed liver problems, had a liver transplant when his kids were in grade school, and wanted to live long enough to see them out of high school. All three have graduated college, and one has just gotten married. Nephew feels the same way about the 'pain'.

 

[N F C]

Good morning Team Rachel!

 

[getaclue]

Good Afternoon Team Rachel!

 

[oldrooster]

Good afternoon Family. this is ours by choice.

 

[sourland]

Good afternoon Family. this is ours by choice.

I agree totally.