My leukemia's back.

[LittleLakePhil]

I was on here a few weeks ago bragging about how good i was breathing....now i can't hardly breathe at all.
I'm sure it'll pass but talk about frustrating.
I hope all my friends here are good....Blooie you are surrounded by amazing people. I lost a friend last week to cancer....my wife lost a friend this week to suicide.....keep your friends close.

I never got to finish my thought....accidently hit reply....now i kind of forgot where i was going with it.....
Things are just kind of somber around here at the moment .....i just guess if anyone knows someone who is sick or someone who is sad or in trouble maybe today would be a good day to make a phone call.
God knows i should make a few more phone calls myself.

 

[sourland]

I never got to finish my thought....

Phil, that's my new reality - well, maybe not so new.

 

[LittleLakePhil]

Phil, that's my new reality - well, maybe not so new. 

I know.....

 

[lazy gardener]

Phil, so sorry that you and your wife are going through this difficulty. Kind of yanks the rug out from under your feet, don't it??? We're never promised tomorrow, so make the best of the moment. Sorry your breathing has taken a turn for the worse. Humidity???

 

[Bunnylady]

Hey, Phil -

Losing people you care about is always hard, but suicide has to be one of the hardest ways to lose one. All the usual feelings associated with grief, plus a few.

I'm sorry to hear that you are dealing with so much pain, and I hope your breathing eases for you soon.

 

[Outpost JWB]

Sorry Phil for your recent losses. Sometimes we just have no idea what goes on in people's lives (or heads).

My son's cousin (ex's nephew) overdosed a year ago on heroine and they tried to revive him with narcam (not the 1st time) but this time didn't work. Heroine is such a problem.

 

[N F C]

Phil, I'm sorry for the recent losses. You're right, it's important to reach out to people we care about. Guess I have a phone call or two to make today too.

 

[LittleLakePhil]

Thanks guys....it seems sometimes we put things off a while. I was gonna get a hold of Matt a few weeks back and something came up....and i never did.
And now i can't.
My wife is beating herself up over Racheals suicide....but there's nothing she could have done....Racheal was an end stage alcoholic....the depression was just to much for her i guess.

 

[LittleLakePhil]

As for me i think i need to see a doctor....my breathing is just horrible...it wasn't that long ago i was so happy that it was great....but it's taking a turn and now it's just unacceptably bad.....my lungs feel like golf balls.....so o think when I'm in town tomorrow I'll make an appointment.....my daughter turns 21 tomorrow....

 

[Bunnylady]

Wish your daughter a happy birthday for us.