My life is changing and I dont know what to think of it

[Alicia G]

So Friday I was back in the hospital for the 5th time in 12 months. It was my fault, I realize now, I wasn't taking care of myself. Now I have to move out of my home with my family, and I have sold all of my animals (except the mini gelding, mothers keeping him). I don't know how to feel.... I am 18 and should be making it out on my own, just wish it wasn't under such terrifying conditions. I have lost the trust of my mother and have lost one of the few things that helped me with my depression, my animals. I hope that some good will come out of all of this, and my mistakes will someday be forgiven, even if I don't deserve it....
Thanks for listening everyone

 

[sourland]

Everyone makes mistakes, and forgiveness is to be earned. The things that we have done/mistakes that we have made can shape us into the person that we become. These things should not be forgotten for they remind us of that place to which we do NOT want to return. The first step lies in forgiving yourself. You have a whole grand life before you.

 

[sfw2]

Everyone makes mistakes, and forgiveness is to be earned. The things that we have done/mistakes that we have made can shape us into the person that we become. These things should not be forgotten for they remind us of that place to which we do NOT want to return. The first step lies in forgiving yourself. You have a whole grand life before you.

Wise words from Sourland, as usual.

You CAN come back from this!