One of my barn kittens died. I feel horrible. I wormed her last week and I noticed afterwards she got really really skinny. I'd been feeding her canned food as often as she would eat it and she seemed to be perking up the last day or two. I had an appt for her for friday. Last night we noticed she had the runs pretty bad. I figured/hoped she would make it until friday. I found her laying outside the garage today when I got home from work. I feel so bad. I feel like its my fault. That if I would have gotten her in sooner. Or noticed sooner? I don't know. Things die I know...thats how it goes but I always feel so bad like there is something I could have or should have done. Why do I always feel this way?
Sometimes there isn't anything we can do. You did what you could do when you could do it. I know how you feel. I guess it is human nature to think that we should have more control over life, but really we have very little. It isn't your fault. Things happen. I hope you feel better soon.
I am so sorry you lost your little barn kitten. Little one is over the Rainbow Bridge now and is happy and healthy waiting for it's Mamma to join it someday.
