Hey guys I just wanted to share a story with you, its very sad, but I wanted to get it all out and typing it here will hopefully make me feel better.
My mother unfortunately suffers from depression, she keeps a strong mind about it all on the outside but I can see from her eyes how much she is suffering. She is having a lot of trouble at work with bullies, yes thats right, grown up, pathetic bullies. I lost my Grandad, a wonderful , wonderful man . He died on my birthday which just made everything a million times worse. He was the only man I really really ever looked up to, my idol, my complete world. My mum took the news terribly and I cant see her ever feeling herself again. A few weeks after I found myself in a situation I had and have no control over , I would tell you more about it but you dont want to be bothered with that too, I lost all my so called friends due there ignorance. And to top it all off, my father lost his job yesterday. He has been doing the job for nearly 30 years and they just let him go. No pay out or anything, there may be a possible other position for him but its miles away from where he lives. All in all life has taken many many terrible turns, and just when you think nothing else can go wrong it does, just adding to the pain and suffering. I have had many terrible thoughts, as any normal person would during this time, but I know I need to stay strong for my family. I guess im writting this to sort of get it all off my chest a bit and hopefully not feel so alone. Im 25 years old and before all the above happened I used to be sad all the time, thinking how bad my life was, and now this has all happened, it makes me realise how great I really had it. I dont think my life will ever be the same again after all this, and my situation could turn even worse. So I would just like to say, go grab your grandad, nan, mum, sisters, brothers, mums and dads, and give them a great big hug, never take anything in life for granted, even the small things, the ability to put toast on, grab a drink from the shops, sleep in a comfy bed. Dont spend time feeling down about the things you havent got, and appreciate the things you do have, its more than you realise.
Thank you for listening to my story
My mother unfortunately suffers from depression, she keeps a strong mind about it all on the outside but I can see from her eyes how much she is suffering. She is having a lot of trouble at work with bullies, yes thats right, grown up, pathetic bullies. I lost my Grandad, a wonderful , wonderful man . He died on my birthday which just made everything a million times worse. He was the only man I really really ever looked up to, my idol, my complete world. My mum took the news terribly and I cant see her ever feeling herself again. A few weeks after I found myself in a situation I had and have no control over , I would tell you more about it but you dont want to be bothered with that too, I lost all my so called friends due there ignorance. And to top it all off, my father lost his job yesterday. He has been doing the job for nearly 30 years and they just let him go. No pay out or anything, there may be a possible other position for him but its miles away from where he lives. All in all life has taken many many terrible turns, and just when you think nothing else can go wrong it does, just adding to the pain and suffering. I have had many terrible thoughts, as any normal person would during this time, but I know I need to stay strong for my family. I guess im writting this to sort of get it all off my chest a bit and hopefully not feel so alone. Im 25 years old and before all the above happened I used to be sad all the time, thinking how bad my life was, and now this has all happened, it makes me realise how great I really had it. I dont think my life will ever be the same again after all this, and my situation could turn even worse. So I would just like to say, go grab your grandad, nan, mum, sisters, brothers, mums and dads, and give them a great big hug, never take anything in life for granted, even the small things, the ability to put toast on, grab a drink from the shops, sleep in a comfy bed. Dont spend time feeling down about the things you havent got, and appreciate the things you do have, its more than you realise.
Thank you for listening to my story
