You know you have my prayers and thoughts often throughout the day and long nights. Remember all the "fear not"s in the Bible. They are there for a reason. To encourage us through the centuries, to walk in faith, not sight.
Deut 31:6 Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the LORD your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you."
Psa 27:3 Though an army may encamp against me, My heart shall not fear; Though war may rise against me, In this I [will be] confident.
Psa 56:4 In God (I will praise His word), In God I have put my trust; I will not fear. What can flesh do to me?
Psa 78:53 And He led them on safely, so that they did not fear; But the sea overwhelmed their enemies.
Isa 35:4 Say to those [who are] fearful-hearted, "Be strong, do not fear! Behold, your God will come [with] vengeance, [With] the recompense of God; He will come and save you."
Isa 41:10 Fear not, for I [am] with you; Be not dismayed, for I [am] your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.'
Isa 41:13 For I, the LORD your God, will hold your right hand, Saying to you, 'Fear not, I will help you.'
Know this, God is holding your hand telling you He will help you. Sleep peacefully knowing the God of the universe has you in His hands.