Need Good Thoughts... (Diagnosed with PCOS) Update Pg 3

Without getting into any details, I have been having "woman problems" for a couple of months now. I've put off going to see someone for any number of reasons my mind could come up with (busy, work, school, it'll pass, "abnormaly normal", etc) but the biggest reason is fear, given my family history. Well, I finally decided that it's time to bite the bullet and find out what's wrong. I've even made the appointment 50 miles from home, in the same town as the campus that I commute to every day, so no one will think anything of me showing up at home later than normal.

I have found that working in healthcare, your mind always wanders to the worst possible scenario, and so here I am, thinking the worst. I haven't told ANYONE, not friends, not family, not anyone. With all of my mother's health problems, this is the last thing she needed to worry about. I've kept this inside, the fear, I mean, for weeks. I've hid it behind the hustle and bustle of school and work, and the exitement of a new relationship. Now that my appointment is just over an hour from now, I feel like I have to get it out there. I need someone to confide in, and my BYC friends have always been an amazing source of support. I'm sure I won't know until next week the results, but I'm hoping it's something simple. So I ask you, please send good vibes my way.


Thanks,
T

 

Thanks y'all.

For some reason I got the sudden urge to burst into tears as I left, but the "worst" is over- aside from the waiting.

Keep your fingers and toes crossed! And thanks again...