Night Owls and Insomniacs

Just been dealing with crap that just keeps getting worse, so I came back to show myself that I don't care about that crap anymore. I need a break from crap.
You know there are no rules and the points "don't matter".

It all comes out the same, no matter if you add it, multiply it, subtract it, or divide it. So, just go with it, and don't sweat the small stuff, Jim Bob. It is like that bird that just makes fart sounds.
 
You know there are no rules and the points "don't matter".

It all comes out the same, no matter if you add it, multiply it, subtract it, or divide it. So, just go with it, and don't sweat the small stuff, Jim Bob. It is like that bird that just makes fart sounds.
I feel the urge to add, multiply, divide, and subtract. In that order. 😫 I don't want to go to work today. My current depressive episode has lasted almost 365 full frigging days (November 11th will be 1 full year), and I am just :he:smack:rant:th:hit💀.
 
I feel the urge to add, multiply, divide, and subtract. In that order. 😫 I don't want to go to work today. My current depressive episode has lasted almost 365 full frigging days (November 11th will be 1 full year), and I am just :he:smack:rant:th:hit💀.
Does Nov. 11th have some kind of significance other than that? I mean like, was there, is there, something about that date to cause you to start this long running episode?
 
Does Nov. 11th have some kind of significance other than that? I mean like, was there, is there, something about that date to cause you to start this long running episode?
It's just when life started going to 💩. It steadied a bit in the spring, but then September came around, bringing with it horrible news; a new "breaking news: let's see how much your life sucks after this broadcast" every day. It's now to the point that I get physically drained and feel like I worked a 15 hour shift just by taking a shower. Brushing my teeth right now takes the same amount of effort as it takes to drag the picnic table solo across the backyard does when I'm manic. Too tired. Done. 💀
 
It's just when life started going to 💩. It steadied a bit in the spring, but then September came around, bringing with it horrible news; a new "breaking news: let's see how much your life sucks after this broadcast" every day. It's now to the point that I get physically drained and feel like I worked a 15 hour shift just by taking a shower. Brushing my teeth right now takes the same amount of effort as it takes to drag the picnic table solo across the backyard does when I'm manic. Too tired. Done. 💀
I’m sorry. :hugs
 

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