Please don't beat yourself up about his death. You tried to do all that could be done.I feel really bad guys. I just can't help but think it was my fault. Really bad feeling. DH shot him. I felt it was more humane that way. So did he. Neither one of us had the guys to do it the other way. Just couldn't stand the thought of holding him while doing it. I keep crying and it's breaking my ever loving heart! I'm really thinking about getting the other chickens a new home. Somewhere they will be safe and happy and just die of old age. Not some mystery disease that I couldn't figure out. It's driving me crazy because before he went he was drinking by himself for the first time in 3 weeks. He had a fever too.just feel stupid and guilty and irresponsible.![]()
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Sometimes things just don't work out. Please don't react to this and get rid of the
chickens just yet. Give yourself time to grieve and then decide what is best thing
to do. You have given those birds a good home and been a kind owner.
So sorry you had to suffer and your roo got sick
