so normal! first timer here… I too had the “phantom peeps” during the first week! it’s all so new and coming at you at once. the reality that these were little creatures totally reliant on my care and I had full responsibility to do right by them…. but also had no experience, was a great reminder for me of the bewildering experience of bringing home human babies the first time, and I had twins.

I wasn’t even sure about the right way to hold a chick, what the peeps meant, and what was going wrong that I was of course not yet aware of.
the internet is awesome and also anxiety inducing, such is the modern ailment a lot of us suffer. byc is a great resource. learn a ton but also don’t overdo it! each week as you spend time with them and learn, you will feel more confident! as others said, I can see how the second time and onward would be a lot different! good luck to you and enjoy them!